I'm Sorry

I'm sorry
I'm sorry i'm not the girl you knew
i'm sorry that you never had a clue
that this girl was here that she could breathe
and hate and hurt and yell and seethe
i'm sorry you fell in love with me
when i was still innocent and free
and i wish that you'd have seen
who was hiding behind the scenes
but its too late now
got to up and take my bow
that once again i've proved
that once i'm gone i can't be moved
from off the edge, i'd like to tempt
my gravity with my contempt
but i'm still scared enough to stop
before my foot hits the drop
just hope i can still pull back
when i find that courage i lack
before its too late
and there's no time left to wait